June 16th...

another day with out seeing you...it seems like eternity...i woke up this morning expecting you by my side.. a tear slipped out lil by little knowing that u were not in sight...but i also know that you are getting the best possible care and healing a little more each day....thats all i can ask for...for you to heal and come home to me...

i went to work today...counting the days before i could see you...a fresh smile on my face...the monotony of work helps me through my days...if i'm feeling miserable you must be even more miserable...there are some fabulous people left in this world...JULIE you are a saint among people...sent directly from heaven i know...i dont have an idea what i would do without you...and i would give you the world if I could...you are my rock...NET...u r awesome...i love you too...your lil note today almost opened the flood gates...but i kept my cool took deep breaths through my nose and new that you ment it from your heart...where would i be without BUD and MISS...no explanation there...and just one more person to add to the list of people i would crumble without....my MOTHER....u r the best...no doubt in my mind...u deserve a medal...I love U ALL..

now enough about me...BOB is slowly progressing towards recovery....he called today....im much physical and mental pain....of course he wants to come home...he even said he would go to the nursing home...and would even let Gert wash him when he got there...(NO OFFENSE TO GERT INTENDED)...things are starting to clear in his mnd...he finally knows where he is...he knows he was in an accident...we didnt discuss the jeep today...
he is resting now having received some pain meds...i'm gonna call him later this evening...
thanks again to all my peeps..