i thought i felt better today and life seems to be getting a little easier...but every time i talk to BOB...it seems a little more depression creeps in...
I love him so MUCh...and I hate that I can not fix what is wrong...our relationship has always been based on survival...getting throughthe rough spots but this "ROUGH SpOT" is taking my breath away...
HOpefully when he is strong enough he can get to acute rehab in OGdesnburg...my fingers are crossed...

and on a lighter note...i dont know what i would do wihout these heathens i call kIDS...BUD and MISS are my life line to sanity...