2 yrs 10 months and counting

March 27, 2016....

My last blog was in 2013....the time is definitely gone by....so many things have changed, yet so much has remained the same!

I recently left a job at Hospice as a case manager...to return to Maplewood as 10-6 supervisor. Crazy thoughts, I know, and I don't understand truly why I did it but it feels like home, I am the happiest I've been since becoming and RM.  Someday I want to work med surg but until then I am where I want to be.

Robert is 20, Chelsea is 19...my god I cant believe how old they are...its plum crazy! Robert has made a few mistakes and will have to face the consequences, my heart breaks every time I think about it...Chelsea is a fashionista diva, works her butt off, has her own car and pays for it.  I love them both more than life itself...and wish that I could take away all the bad and only leave the good.

Bob and I, well that's another story for another day..

So...TTFN

life is what we make it...

Things have changed so much over the years that I can not imagine where I will be in 10...I thought that I loved my job and that no matter what... I love the residents like there is no tomorrow but it's time for me to move on...
I can not wait to get my att so that I can take my NCLEx and hope that someone calls me for a job! I have applied but no one has called back. :(
Alicia was here for a visit, it was so nice to see her face, that I haven't seen in years, just as beautiful as always, just a few years older. Cassidy, seems just like the rest of the men in our lives!
Somedays just feel like I could sleep for 100 years...even with an antidepressant I still feel so down...I want more and it's just not out there...why can't I just settle...

May 12, 2013

OmG! Where in the heck do I start...

6 days until RN pinning, 7 days until graduation! I can not wait to be finished with this program! 
On another note I am leaving the only company I have known for 11 years...I am leaving United Helpers as they have no available positions for me. No more wasted years.
Chelsea has been working at Maplewood for  6 weeks now, in dietary, she hates it but the money is ok.
Robert is a typical 17 year old boy! living young, wild and free!
I'm exhausted all the time, but soon that should pass!
Happy Mother's Day to all the fabulous Mother's I know!

Spring is in the air...

Oh Spring...I can feel it coming! Thank GOD!

I am so close to getting my degree I can barely stand myself...I can't wait until I am done with college! Then I can work my way into a savings account! I hope...

I wish my blogs were as cool as other peeps but mine are just rambling thoughts of a mad woman! I swear I only blog when I am at work...because that is where I am the maddest! I love my job I really do but I wish that I could pick the staff I would be working with...oh how wonderful that would be! Oh just thinking about it makes me shiver!

Anyhow my blogs are boring but I don't care! Sometimes they just help to take the edge off!!

To anyone that my read them...enjoy!
TaTa for now!

hello....

hello blog...my lord the last time I blogged was August 2012...right! I am a busy girl...but it's almost over and my life will be normal again! 14 weeks left and I will be a SN...on my way to RN!!!

the kids are pains in the butt...but I would want it no other way!

I spent a fabulous 39th birthday with my family...then on Saturday the Clifford girl clan, myself and Chelsea headed to Watertown for a fun filled day and a trip to the Olive Garden!!! yummy is the word!

So  hopefully I will keep up with my blog from here on out!

Until the next blog....

life goes on...

OmG! where the heck to begin!!! 
 Back to school time for me a few more days for the kids!
Robert was in a roll over accident this past weekend! Thank God he is alive!
I am an emotional wreck, with school and my anxiety! I am beginning to feel a bit overwhelmed but will make it as I always do...
I have a MD appt friday...so I will discuss with him my increased anxiety and discomforts. Until then I will perservere!
Again this is a short post as I have not posted since May...
Love to all my peeps...my heart to BM, RMII and CM! oxoxox

The change!

Things change and then some things remain the same...

It's been so long since I have blogged!  I am entering my 3rd semester in the nursing program at SUNY.
The kids are turning into young adults, sarcastic and rude young adults...LOL!
Bob is doing great health wise..he is still a pain in the butt, but...what man isn't!

I am still working at Maplewood but definetely feel a need for change! Hopefully it will come soon.
And...thats it for now...hopefully I will keep up with the blog instead of waiting 6months to post...